Already Experienced with Boys : Testimonials 1

The previously-mentioned (table 6) results are confirmed, as much by surveys undertaken by the various forums on the previously mentioned websites as by thousands of messages posted by boys. These all defined themselves as heterosexual but nevertheless reveal that the unfolding of their curiosity combines a sense of discovery, play, and a form of sexual attraction, all in various proportions and intensities, which does not exclude others of their own sex.

• I was playing basketball with my friend and I just said "this is boring, lets play truth or dare" so we went inside and I said suck me jokingly and then we didn't say anything for a couple seconds, he asked if I was serious so I said yes, it was great (VT, 14yo, USA)

• Ok, I am not gay or nothing. And I want to stress that....but a few months ago, I was camping with my friend and his family. We went to the bathhouse late at night to take a shower, it was like 1:00 in the morning and we were by ourselves in there so we took one together (it didn’t start out sexual or nothing) but somehow, while we were in there we got the idea of sucking each other out (we were SOO horny) Neither of us were gay, but it felt SOOO good. We ended up doing it two more times on this trip. Is that really bad? (GT, 15yo)

• Ya, this summer (most recently anyway) while I was in Colombia (the country for the "smart" ppl out there) I played TOD with some friends in my moms apt. since no one was there. It started cuz we were watching porn and everyone was hard so someone dared me to grab their dick I did and eventually after we started j/o we got to bjs and other fun stuff, it was good and I got lots of pleasurable moments so it was definitely worth it and I’d do it all over again if I could!!!! (GT, 15yo, USA, FL)

• My 13 year old friend from my class came over to my place to watch tv last week. Since my parents were not home we started watching the playboy channel. My friend does not get any channels like that and he said that he had a boner. Just jokingly I said ok lets see it' so he stands up and pulls his pants and underwear down. Sure enough his cock was rock hard and standing straight up, he just had a few pubic hairs on it like me. ....Then he asked to see my penis..I was too embarrassed to do it at first but he kept on saying come on chicken. So with my face redder than a beet I pulled down my pants and underwear (By this time I was rock hard also)...I said to him this is so gay. And he said no...We are just curious. Then he asked me to touch him down there...I am not gay and I like girls but he is such a good looking guy that I could not help myself and I put my fingers and hand all over his penis. It felt so strange yet great touching another boy’s dick and my friend was moaning it felt so good to him. Then He grabbed my cock with his fingers and started kinda like jerking me. It felt so great (No one had ever touched my penis before) I let go of his penis and slapped his hand off of mine and pulled my pants up. I told him never to do that again to me, I am so afraid of being a fag. I hate myself for enjoying it so much. I have not talked to my friend since then, I am embarrassed every time I see him. Have any of you ever touched another boy’s cock and does that make you gay? (GT, 14yo, Canada)

These testimonials are complemented by those of boys who have never been engaged in such activities, but affirm that they would like to experience such adventures:

• I am 16, straight and have a friend who is 16, straight. I have "ideas" about him while I’m doing my stuff for some time I have thought about whacking off with him. Ii don’t mean anything from it, I just want to. Is this wrong?... and if it isn't HOW would I go about asking him to do this with me I don’t want to seem a perv, and I don’t want him to think bad off me if he doesn’t want to (GT, 16yo, USA, ID)

• If a male friend asked you to jerk off with him, would you? I mean, a close friend? I have never asked someone and I have never been asked, but I was curious because I think it would be something new and interesting to try. Please comment on any experiences or fantasies you may have. (GT, 16yo)

• I'm pretty curious...I would experiment, just it'd be so embarrassing...plus how can you even find someone who would experiment with you? If someone did want to experiment and wouldn't tell anyone, I’d do it without even thinking (Not to gay sex though, i wouldn't do that) I'm straight by the way...maybe i can call myself bi because I really wanna experiment and wouldn't care if someone of the same sex made a move on me...hmm (GT, 15yo, UK, Hereford)

• I've wanted to jerk off with my friend for a while. I don’t know if I should just ask him if he wants to or what. I think it would be fun (I’m not gay or anything, don’t want to touch him) I think it will be a way for us to be closer friends. I just want to know if you think it’s a good idea and how I can ask him about it (GT, 15yo, USA, NY)

•I am straight but am curious about experimenting with my other straight male friends. I am 13 and want to know to get my friends to willingly experiment with me without look gay. Any help? (GT, 13 yo, UK, Nottingham)

• I’m 13 and I have a pretty good friend I like to hang out with and I was wondering if it would be ok to ask him if he masturbates. I’m not sure if I’m just acting stupid. i want to know this. I’m not even sure why I want to know. Is it that if just want to experiment???? We have looked at porn but the topic of masturbation never comes up. (GT, 13yo)

• I'm a straight 14 yr.old guy and lately I've been wondering how it would feel like to suck on another guy’s dick. Am I gay? Should I do it or not? I am kinda curious how it would feel when the sperm shoots in my mouth and how it would feel to swallow it. What should I do? (GT, 14yo, USA, TX)